Ummm …..

Hello everyone, well those 2 people who actually read my blog … lol. Part of me missed writing my posts and part of me is starting to get lazy to write them.

I do have things to write about, but I just can’t put it down on paper yet. As I mentioned in my previous post, I chatted with my crush, though he doesn’t know I have one on him. For now, I guess you can enjoy my conversation with him. My boring, dry, non-humorous conversation. Good old Google Talk, saved my chat conversations.

I left everything intact, except the names have been removed of course (or changed actually). I can’t believe that December is almost coming. Where does the time fly? Where does the time fly? December, not looking forward to it at all. Found out that my sister maybe going to Vegas with her friends from December 28th to January 4th or something like that …..

My conversation with “My Crush”:

8:22 AM My Crush: Hey A. … how’s it going…?

8:23 AM me: Crush!! Good how about you?

8:24 AM My Crush: I’m good… I just came back from HK today

me: you’re back already? I thought you were going to stay there for 2 weeks?

8:25 AM My Crush: =P

I’m still in macau…

I just went to HK to shop today

I should say I came back to macau from HK… =P

sorry….

8:26 AM Are u getting busy on work these days?

6 minutes

8:33 AM me: lol, we’re semi-busy. Just doing some performance testing. But it’s all right for now though

how’s your neck?

My Crush: my neck is doing okay now… thanks… =P

8:34 AM it’s just my leg getting tired…

cos I walk a lot in Macau and HK

me: i see. At least that’s exercise though ..

8:35 AM My Crush: I eat a lot…

around 4 to 5 meals a day

all the weigh that I lost – I may gain it back… =(

me: Oh my, you’re going to be a fatty when you come back My Crush.

8:37 AM My Crush: How about u…? getting ready for thanksgiving?

did u cook a lot these days…

I was quiet surprised weeks ago that u cook for ur lunch… =P

8:38 AM me: why My Crush? I know how to cook silly. I cooked again this week too ..

my parents are still in China, so not really sure what I’ll be doing for Thanksgiving ..

8:39 AM My Crush: oh… I didn’t know they are in China

How long are they doing to be in China?

me: they’ve been there for a month and a half. They left last month

8:40 AM My Crush: then did u hang out with ur sister a lot these days?

8:41 AM me: sort of, but not really. It’s just been her and me at the house these day’s though ..

My Crush: did u eat out with ur friends these days for dinner?

8:42 AM me: no I haven’t .. . I haven’t seen any of them for awhile …

My Crush: are u getting lazy…? =P

8:45 AM me: no silly .. lol. I don’t know, they’re weird …

8:46 AM My Crush: heehee… all ur friends are weird…?

me: they’re “unique” … lol. But i love them still …

8:47 AM no matter how weird they may be …

8:48 AM My Crush: that’s good… then u should at least talk to them once a while to keep in touch and get updated with all the news

did u watch project runway…? ={P

me: yes of course, . How did you know it was on?

My Crush: I knew that while I was gone, it starts…

8:52 AM me: it started this week already ..

8:53 AM My Crush: what do u think in this season…

does the show attract u…?

8:55 AM me: of course. I always love watching this show. But I think it’s too early to tell though. But i do like the show though ..

8:56 AM My Crush: are u interested in design…?

8:58 AM me: a little bit. I almost majored in architecture

i wanted to be an architect …

9:00 AM My Crush: Oh… I like architect too…

this was my dream occupation when I was in middle school…

(when I still had no idea about computer)

9:01 AM me: if given the chance, would you have gone with architecture?

9:03 AM My Crush: One thing is that I can’t do drawing and painting very well…

9:04 AM but I can construct with lines pretty good…

I like drawing figures in accurate size… =P

me: lol .. see, you could have been a good architect. Just takes some practice ..

9:05 AM did you attend that wedding you were suppose to go to?

9:06 AM My Crush: that’s another reason for why I was in HK today

I finally complete my clothing for the wedding

9:07 AM takes me a long long time to figure what style I should wear

me: you’re so silly My Crush .. .

9:08 AM My Crush: my outfit will be: a black shirt with thin silver string, with a black tie, with a black tide dress pants, with a shiny silver shoes…

something that’s so different from what I used to wear… =P

9:09 AM me: it’s so black My Crush … .

Can you wear dark colors to weddings?

My Crush: I know…. black makes me look skiny… =P

9:10 AM let me see if I can bring in a little but more silver on top…

may be a silver hat…. hahaha…

9:12 AM I am going to sleep now… have a wonderful weekend…

me: you too My Crush! ..

9:13 AM My Crush: thanks… =)

 

Dry huh? My random conversations with him. I’m really surprised that he reminds me to hang out with my friends, even though I rarely talk about them to him. I really don’t care that his English isn’t perfect. It is … to a degree … but it makes me smile when he does try to correct everything though.

I miss having him here to look at and talk to. Even though I started my job months ago, I still really haven’t made any “friends” per-se yet. Just acquaintances that I talk to at work. We really don’t do anything during the weekends. I mean I see them more than my parents or other friends. I see my work spouse alot, he’s right behind me. We just got a new guy who transferred from NY.

We’ll call him NY Guy. But I think he’s cute, he has these rosy cheeks, which I find really adorable. I took a business writing class a couple days ago and saw this guy who’s on another project. I looked him up and found he’s a traveler, he’s based in Denver. Again, really cute and a nice ass too! He’s funny and has a great sense of humor. With my luck, I know both are probably straight as a pole, haha.

The more and more I work these day’s. The more and more I realize how lonely I get. Can’t really explain it in words. Just this emptiness feeling within me, like you go home and instead of seeing my boyfriend / partner. I see a warm, glowing box called, “The Television”. Hey honey, I’m home …..

- A